There’s something very refreshing about an author who prefaces their book with an explanation of exactly WHY their story is different from the others of the same genre. That’s a rare find in today’s world.
Catherine knows that it’s coming. As sure as the passage of time, she’s certain that eventually her debilitating depression/bipolar disorder will rear its ugly head again. And because she knows it’s unavoidable, she has an escape plan. No way is she going to be caught unaware like the last time things went south. So she finds comfort in a shoebox. It’s here that she’s stockpiling an arsenal of medication sure to take her away from the pain for good. She doesn’t see what she’s planning as a selfish act. In fact, it’s her sacrifice to everyone she loves. Only when she’s out of their lives can they truly begin to live again.
But something happens as she’s just passively walking through life. She starts to care again. First in the form of Michael, her first boyfriend. And then along comes Kristal, someone who’s dealing with just as much as she is. Still, she’s bound and determined to follow through with her plan when, not if because she knows it’s inevitable, the darkness once again comes for her.
This book was so very good for too many reasons to list. The characters are real, raw, and flawed. Everyone has something they’re dealing with, even if it’s not apparent at first glance. And Catherine’s journey is difficult. It’s not all nice and neat and wrapped up in a pretty package by the last chapter. Real life is very much like that, and to pretend otherwise is not fair.
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